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Name: Alicia
Birthday: 7/27/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: I dont have many interests..i love reading and i love talking with friends...i used to love school until i went into 1st grade, then we stopped taking naps and eating snackes...lol
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  yfirefighter2000
Yahoo:  coldheartedbitch4u
Member Since:
3/28/2005
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| I know i havent written in here in a while i have just been really busy with working 2 jobs and everything. I currently work at Subway and I babysit every day from 3-6...
I am still with Richard been going out for like almost 9 months now, which is a really long time..
I just had a birthday, turned 17 thank god. For my birthday my parents got me a tattoo. I know man, i thought that too, how in the world did i confense them, i have no clue but i did. It didnt hurt that bad either so that was good.
I dont have much to say cause i gotta get ready for work, but i will try and update at least once a week..
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| Well, im not really sure what to say about today. I mean nothing really important happened today. We went back to school today. It was ok i guess. I got to see my baby so that was all good.
I am happy about one thing, my friend isent mad at me anymore i dont think. So that makes me a little more happier. I hate when people are upset with me becuase i always feel as if i have let them down someway or another.
Well im gonna get out of here now..
Alicia | | |
| *Sighs* Spring break is almost over and i did nothing but read some books. Joy right? ALthough i did manage to piss a friend of mine off for something that was not meant towards her in the first place. The more and more i try to more and more i fail. Have you ever heard the saying "damned if you do, and damned if you dont"? Well that saying is so fucking true its pitifully. I mean the more i try and make everyone happy, the more everyone is upset with me. I dunno, maybe im looking to far into this.
On a good note, Richard (My boyfriend) is back home from the beach. But again, i mangaed to upset both of us while we were talking on the phone. Wow, i seem to do that alot dont i.
I just wish everything would go back to the way it was before. When everyone was happy about everything and no one cared about anything. Those were the good days. Lol, that makes me sound so old. 
Ok, im going to stop boring everyone to death and go for now..
Alicia | | |
| Hey all, This is my first entry and i dont have much to say. My boyfriend Richard is at the beach and i miss him dearly. I havent talked to him on the phone in 3 days and its very hard seeing as he usually talk like all the time.
We are on spring break right now, and i should be happy about that, but to tell you the truth i want school to come back. *sighs* i am pothetic i know, but being here all day long is so tedious and boring. There is nothing to do and no one to talk to.
A bunch of my freinds are having problems lately and i dont know why. Everyone keeps talking about everything being so bad but no one wants to talk about the good things in life. I cant say its just them, becuase it is me too. I mean i should be happy that Richard i having a good time with his friend that he only sees like once a year, but deep down i am selfish and i want him back so i can talk to him and love him.
Ok, enough boring you with everything that is going on in my life. I will try my best to update this AT LEAST once a week. But i will tell you know, it will be hard seeing as i cant even write in my Gaia journal once a month. But i will do my best.
So, for know, i will leave you with a quote.
" Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." Buddha | | |
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